Missing my energy source

I didn’t go sailing with the German today.
He needs stuff on internet designed for his company. I absolutely love the guy. Need to warn him about few people around him.
Let’s call them partners from hell. Had few of those. I didn’t go sailing because again, spent few hours from early morning working through Skype with The Associate. Mainly on our invisible portal. If people like female Clinton had her way – my portal would be shut. Me too.
Imagine internet being as vicious as Wolf from CNN, as ugly as Wolfowitz from World Bank and as pathetic and monochromatic as Obama speeches. I might be agitated a little, I have watched V for Vendetta last night with only one thought in my mind: Did Natalie Portman do the movie before, during or after dating Nathaniel Rothschild – most likely one of the ugliest male humans on this planet.
But hey – Kissinger coming to dinners – every woman would find that attractive.
– Sir, would you like some more kischka?
– Whose blood is it, dear?
– Syrians.
– No thanks, I will wait for the blood of Jews who didn’t leave Israel on time.
I don’t know if David Rockefeller was coming but maybe his seventh heart was there for dinners even before the transplant. To get used to high life because most likely before it just belonged to some poor POW from Eastern Ukraine.
This is what wars are for – spare parts for the elite (among other things like money and control).
Poor Natalie. I am not a pedophile (no, I am not)  so I might be one of the very few men in this world who love her not because of the movie Leon, The Professional, its main character was played by Jean Reno’ he is a little similar to me.   His last two wives were Polish.
My last two girl friends were Polish too. One Polish Polish and one American Polish.
The Polish Polish one was more Khazar looking than Wolfowitz – you would need to travel through Israel for weeks and finally find only in Gaza someone so Jewish looking. The American Polish was a little Mongolian (those Mongol invasions still left mark in certain regions of Poland), she even made love the way you would expect from an Asian woman. Never mind.
I have never had an American woman. Unless she was Jewish. My Polish luck.
Even the last one I was curious about was Jewish. During one of the very first conversations we had – casual – she said she had no kids.
Possibly it was an invitation for me to be harassed sexually. I got her number somewhere here. I fall in love ALWAYS because of eyes.
She had that eyes. But you – besides eyes – have everything perfect – mainly energy. Absolutely perfect. My various scouts have confirmed my impression of you. You have sold buckets of coffee for that place. You will not even imagine.
Too bad I was already in love with you when I met her. I would suffer less. Who you are?
The Hebrew Queen of US because if you are any Dutch – it means you are a Hebrew from the Tribe of Dan.
Lan Dan (London)  – House of Dans.
Denmark.
Danzing (Gdansk in Polish)
Don (The river in Russia) – their travel and trade route.
It doesn’t mater. I love your eyes.
I always thought of myself as some left over Dan in Poland because I am very judgmental of everyone, including Jews, which is not a common habit among people. But I should have been a military commander when I look at myself. That would be what Levy?
I was an officer in Vietnam. Not high rank but I had people under me that I had to make sure are left alive after the trip. When I was shot in the left kidney I was alone, very tired, running from the enemy, got shot from the back, bled to death within minutes. Still remember the warmth on my face. Sometimes.
Natalie Portman has been an object of my admiration since the movie in which she had to kiss that gay actor and pretend she didn’t know he was gay really. Great job. Great actress.I felt like – no, please Natalie, kiss me instead. This guy is gay.
That’s when I have fallen in love with her. Out of pity.
At the time I was at the the cinema and I don’t think she could hear me.
They used really thick fabric for the screen in this one. My Polish luck.
Why you can trust I love you?
Because during your whole life you will meet very few people who can honestly say that they are impressed with you for not being just:
a/ of opposite sex
b/ attractive physically
c/young
What is the word for me?
Connoisseur?
Baggage?
Experience?
Nope.
Whole of me know what it feels.
If you knew how difficult it is to find someone you want at first sight and all of you without ANY hesitation.
Usually men want women for themselves.
I walked away from the place realizing – I would limit you. You can do better UNLESS I change.
I also I don’t like kindergarten soap operas.
I am working on myself. Always really did. How?
I have started listening to my inner self and it tells me – one day you will understand I was good for you.
That’s how I look at four of 48 girlfriends I had. Four of them have made me a better person.
I can be in love with Natalie Portman – The Queen of Jews and you – The Queen of Hebrews while remaining perfectly sane Slav.
Where does the word Slav come from?
It comes from a Slavic word – Slava – Fame/Recognition.
In the old times we used that word to greet each other:
– Slava
– Slava.
– Fame to you.
– Fame to you.
So when the Hebrew Tribes moved to Celtic/Slavic Europe our people would say – Slava
and the Tribes thought we are saying our name, who we are.
We were just saying – Hi (fame to you).
And it stayed this way. Then Nazi historians, England is full of, started rewriting history a lot (fools)  so I have to tell you who you are:
– The Hebrew Queen of US.
Don’t be shy about it. These tribal wars are confusing. They messed up New Amsterdam and now it is New York – the capital of Israel, but it should be called the capital of Judea. All I am saying is that I will not forget you easy, my Queen.
It is so much easier to have sex, spend three months together, walk away and then forget.
I still believe we will go to a theater or to a dinner ( I would prefer diving trip to some coral reef or sail between islands) to talk to you, while reading your eyes – because you are the most perfect being I have come across in my life so far based on everything I have always looked for. I wish for the God to have mercy on me and arrange few things in a different way: mainly time but He likes to watch me
inhabiting my world with solutions to my problems. I am going to impress Him again. He is already impressed how with how honest I am. He expects more though. Much more.