woman
in my fucked up head you are the only pure thing left worth of immortality
salvation thrown at me
at this bottomless pit we parasite on
Earth
shape-shift from sacrificial lamb into paralyzed slaves
reincarnated with inhumane precision
fine-tuned for sex and consumption
under young Sun chasing its own lies
under magnetism of light igniting premature awakenings
always on road
exposed to savage density of tribal stars
driven by powerful storms of thoughts and emotions
on never-ending  pilgrimage trough time to populate it with graves
early dust
ritualistic illusion to die for
generations that shouldn’t be brought out in the daylight
now
shut the fuck up
open your heart for this perfect moment
taste human life
and walk away from here
take your soul through all shades of cage
mystery plain
hide in the temple of new body
one of us will live to save the day
from falling on blind regrets of never crossed paths with destiny
angel
grow wings
and bring out the pain of flight

my addiction to survival so real
but as came the Beast
everything fell apart and became a struggle I could never win
that’s my final projection
final flesh I inhabit
thanks God-Creator I turn invincible
by walking through many gates of death
and words
my words
magnified by the silence of the Elohim
don’t follow me if you can
I am the son
as all sons
I am the eye
of all storms
I am the calm
to avoid

go on
strangers
measure my life by its length
not its depth
so I remain hidden at its very bottom
where you will never get
to find my hell
taste my fight and fall from graces

silence is hollow
I enjoy limitless possibilities of expression
it gives my imagination
mind and heart games
it is the same with loneliness down here
immense
timeless joy
of pain being measure of spiritual presence

such a sweet place of primal darkness
because light
has developed an instinct of self-preservation
I’ve never cared to cultivate
just like fate in this dimension
always out of sight
but getting closer and silent
“For He knows the plans He has for me”
His obsession for detail I am
and I don’t
and again
I don’t care to learn them

why do I still think about you?
as if you and I
we
us
in me
happened for a reason
in this no place
at this no time
Is this Virtual Now
going to last for ever to hunt me?
become
another Machiavellian mechanism of broken universe
or secret word of divine agency to heal it
constant flow of energy to prevent skies
from falling into entropy of blind chance
or anticipated design
of unpredictable love
from beyond comprehension
I was given for this simple life
to exercise
or mercilessly kill
angelic patience and dreams of mine

wake  up
human
for the rehearsal of life on Earth
slow-dive
beneath carousel of Sun
Moon
beneath two-faced vortex above
silver lining of Axis Mundi
its celestial sphere
its deliberately crafted madness

below
walk against dust
rain
failures in your face
against desert you become with each and every breath
you
clay of Gods in animals hide
tell me
do you crave your chosen fate?
or are you afraid to walk the walk?
Feel the pain
sacrifice yourself
you
living light
and living water of consciousness

son
wake up
take a turn out of the womb
plunge
into the greatest self
you are of everything and everywhere
time touched space
to let you have
your universe
and I am watching it
my blood
expand
at my expense