time is gone
step off the train
into a dream
where every second takes a turn
sudden move
into an hour
every hour
into a day
day into a night
night into a sky above
sky into the light of us
dark thoughts feel good
but why escape the moment
no to be defined by it
ever
what an empty space it is
unless we inhabit its song
I couldn’t care less to see through many shades of realization
that I am a stranger with no name on the rough end of life here
I did enter this world again today but felt far better yesterday
before this adventure of
supposedly
insignificant and meaningless experiences to feed void with my fears
expectations
but somehow
distance to hell
closer now
how is it even possible
you had trust in places I chose to stay for the night
or walked
liquid surface of every unknown
holding my hand?
I blame free will in our veins
and I blame the failing arrangement of bones, flesh, and organs intended for a single use
by eternal souls
as translated to fear
that besides sanctuary of love we shared with God
the mind set up I have brought with me from the other side
just in case time has no end
but what if it does?
end in a chase
after a new fusion
new fountain of strings and vibrations?
will you be part of my new world?
will you be music
of every note
I take
To David J
look at me
when I am listening to you
my face
with both eyes
so often blind
to what I say inside
to myself
forgetting about me feeling everything so differently
and still getting broken
with every word coming out of your mouth
as if myself was part
of a conspiracy
against me
but I
am always willing to learn
new versions of suggestions
so this time
which is not
I don’t know for sure a little better
than the previous time when I knew nothing
which happened only the shortest eternity before
there was time for eternity
not now of course
which always brings me to myself
as a conclusion of life
single but not alone
where everything is only a small part
dust really
of what I don’t know best
global warming
fake news
Russian delusion
Yes We Can
CNN
GMOs that are safe
tasty
and mercy suddenly
all Evil unleashed
since the beginning of time most trusted to fuck with my brains
for oil
for sex
dumb ass spin assholes at work since early morning
inflicting their waves
lowest shapes of frequencies
on devils like me
fucking joke
I live
Thinking is seeing from all angles
if you learn not to trust your eyes
the Fallen Ones
the Chosen Ones
the Monkeys
all have eyes but see different arrangements
that can be used for different constructs
“Among blinds, the one-eyed man is a king” lies
Blind among those seeing is closest to Creation
which brings me to a question:
Do you watch TV
to kill meditation
and hidden manifestations of stars:
our celebrities
festivities
in Havens of Mind reflected?
If you need nothing
you know everything
insecurities translate into things
make sure your soul
doesn’t become one of them
In exchange with fate
for nothing
but pain of failure
as a Man
If I weren’t standing alone
I wouldn’t know
how to talk to myself
that’s when others
next to death
learn in the third person you are honest
your step
might become
step of the millions
once you get over being or not being
silent to yourself
Divine Father
thank you for opening doors for me
I couldn’t ask for more
widening doors to Chaos
disparity between us
from day six or one
who cares?
neither You nor I am in control
but it was a ride of my life
got all my bodies
of Water
and Fire
and Earth
together
in one
unfamiliar place
now
let me catch some Air
to manifest
potentiality
between seeds
be born in it
golden yourself
addiction of belonging
to Work
how big is the picture
reflecting you
on the other side?
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