Thrive

I  couldn’t care less to see through many shades of realization
that I am a stranger with no name on the rough end of life here
I did enter this world again today but felt far better yesterday
before this adventure of
supposedly
insignificant and meaningless experiences to feed void with my fears
expectations
but somehow
distance to hell
closer now

how is it even possible
you had trust in places I chose to stay for the night
or walked
liquid surface of every unknown
holding my hand?
I blame free will in our veins
and I blame the failing arrangement of bones, flesh, and organs intended for a single use
by eternal souls
as translated to fear
that besides sanctuary of love we shared with God
the mind set up I have brought with me from the other side
just in case time has no end
but what if it does?
end in a chase
after a new fusion
new fountain of strings and vibrations?
will you be part of my new world?
will you be music
of every note
I take