Ash

I woke up
but I forgot for what
something was supposed to be
usual something
which no longer exists
it left while I was asleep
and only in a dream remembered it
that it used to be at hand
Alarm Clock from the past
which only measured time
of which no matter remains
some residue of the passage
ash
buried in my genes
memory
hidden in the pockets of this Sun
small
noisy change of fate
with which I will pay for some future
if I ever need more of it
than for now
for this moment