Don’t

You should try to quit smoking. Saw you smoking once and you smoke the way addicts do. It kills.
I once dated a woman who smoked. Out of all the women I dated only one who smoked. She was a doctor or a pharmacist.
Don’t remember. Had very long legs. Beautiful body. The very first night, she came out of the shower naked and lied in bad, waiting like some mechanical doll. She was not a great lover. I think she was looking more for a husband than passion. Had some barricades to defend herself, in her brain, as far as sex.
Beautiful body on a beautiful face. She tasted like cigarettes.  I like the smell of cigarettes. Occasionally I would smoke a good cigar while having some sweet liqueur, when I lived in  Fort Lauderdale. Especially there. Not even whole of it. Maybe half.
I would get a terrible headache the next day. You smoked that cigarette like my mother used to. Before cancer.
So the girl tasted like cigarettes. Taste of a cigarette is way different than the smell of a cigarette.
We didn’t break up because of it and I have never said a word about it. I tried to keep her busy with fun and sports, walking my dog together, a crazy runner and pure mad-dog once outside, especially by the water, so she wouldn’t have time to smoke.
We broke up because she was looking for a husband, not passion. And the barricades.  But I have always used that as an excuse since:  You were right Bob, she was desperate and remember how she tasted?
I didn’t look like the guy in this video but she did look like the woman. You should try to quit smoking for yourself. You look better and move better than the girl in this video. I know what I am saying.
Trust me. There must be hordes of men who want you. Anyway – still do it for yourself. I am not saying that you have one life. We have many lives. You just don’t know which one is supposed to teach you what, till it is over. Maybe in this life you are supposed to meet the momentary but still the greatest love of all of them  and he will not complain, will not say a word but will suffer a little because you taste like a cigarette. He will not say a word. He won’t. I did to help him.