better acts

Ashley
you don’t have to remember me
I met you for no reason
in this for nothing world
in no specific to anything that matters time
by accident
defined as once
twice
six
seven times
but I am gonna love you for the rest of what is left of my life
not much but
this is how chance
or
random design works
coincidence painless to you
or
exercise
before someone better enters your mind
performs acts of sexual harassment
starts advances
those wanted and expected
mine were poorly crafted
crippled with improbability
I am sorry
for just being
I have no control over all the strands of reality on Earth
I don’t
maybe later