as I waked from Kalergi plan into Babylon

“Wherever I go is here
Unless I walk out of myself to be everywhere
to focus on formula for works
that make me
My father was born in 1933
I was born in 1966
Half way between 9/1
And 9/11
wars
of surface calendar
My mother was a Virgo
My father was a Scorpio
When I was born my father was 33
When I was 33
I was dating love of my life
I was a Virgo
She was a Scorpio
11 years younger light

When I was 6
I started calculating what year It will be when I am 33
while walking to school
in Warsaw
little kid
1999
Voice
Intelligence that follows told me I would live in US
And I always knew 33 to be a borderline
lost myself on its other side
since money was not the answer
or women
I died 11 years later
When I was 44
Woke up from death knowing
The rest of my life
Just like when I landed at O’Hare at 23
In 1989
when the love of my life was 11

I did try to fly back the same night
too late
the day after has not risen yet”

that’s what you will see written
On my sign
when I am homeless
begging for money
To help you make it to fake haven

As real

consider it a favor
The most I can do to save you
or it will always hunt  me
I begged for nothing