Forgotten vocabulary of sex

I miss the desire from
when I still had time
mantras to instincts activated by awakened senses
meat
Its blood
rhythm and cloud of power
domination between verses transformed into voices
whispers in my head I couldn’t ignore
and I had to devour
Presence of Human Female
imagined
or next to me
waiting to be touched
by more
than the boring rest of my life

I miss
this basic human language
Vibrational Illusion Inside
that saves living organisms
from oblivion
of Self