each life I lost to you

ready when you are
God
for judgment or any other stuff really
day and night
since ready I was born and ready I am sure
I will die
stop whining
God
I have no others
forgot names
altars
try to remain the one
without pissing me off
don’t make me change my heart
go back
to walk Elysian fields alone
its monuments and trees
watching
finally free
free to breath
each life I lost to you
in peace
at war
against me