Why?

in infancy
they gave me away to a wrong God
I suffer a lot for being his
property

I could have been no one’s
I could have been own
I could have been gone
to nowhere
instead of being brought forward
recycled
for more of this blind
Milky Way circus

what were they thinking?
why would I need Heaven?
why?
I just wanted to wake up
walk
fall
and die
for ever