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Going prodigal

No fucking way the lost son is coming back he has found a weeping tree with a coolest shade bed of green grass with a solitary flower of hope plant of stunning beauty and smell it tells him: ” Look son, everything will be OK. Sins can be washed off with a sudden rain and these […]

Place of deception

home sweet home of far away from before the time began from before the night sealed orifice of the universe from before my eyes were forced to watch the birthing plains of megalithic continents my mouth taste mortal cells my food my always burning ash my ancient Earth and selfish arrogant reptilian brain Death Threat […]

Forgotten vocabulary of sex

I miss the desire from when I still had time mantras to instincts activated by awakened senses meat Its blood rhythm and cloud of power domination between verses transformed into voices whispers in my head I couldn’t ignore and I had to devour Presence of Human Female imagined or next to me waiting to be touched by […]

The I

I am hanging half way down the rope and I myself brought me here from infancy God I am not alone eroding into the barren soil at this point in life I believe this is not holy water falling on my face from above under constellations renamed by my enemies I lost to mystery milestones […]

Holocaust

since I lost my  mind to wisdom to acquire reliable knowledge of lies I journey with Evil now I journey through confusion of maps and symbols through flawless gaps in logic treachery through smooth transition from half-truths to  inspired by cemeteries of reason illusions of thoughts I watch the hostile conquest of weaker minds and I […]

Shift

I live in the Twelve House with a wandering Moon and a wandering cat the Moon stays full and liquid the cat is hungry and stray walks on the roof of death climbs down with me the slippery gutter of life the Third Sky next door is looking down at us as freaks At subconscious level […]

9.66 am

there are days when everything is hopelessly possible thus worthless no challenge in anything  left to do all that seemed an Everest turned into a  delirious spiderweb on the surface of transparent hot air no continent behind it to conquer what was desired never existed love came late but  thank you for giving me some purpose […]

Self-hypnosis of death

easy now my imaginary friend dear companion for a bit of good advice and consolation together calmly let’s step into the childhood world your earliest memory music? birds? sun? look out the window of the past this vintage postcard secluded cabin on the bay set along the rugged coastline with a towering mountain range touching the […]

Spokojnie

tylko spokojnie mój towarzyszu od dobrych rad i pocieszenia razem wejdźmy w jakiś lepszy świat natretni i ślepi gdzieś po jaśniejszej stronie monety rzuconej od niechcenia przez oszalałych Aniołów tam kupimy chleb i tam kupimy przestrzeń na poranny śpiew wezmiemy miód do ust i w serca i nawet zaćmienie słońca po mojej stronie szaleństwa gdzie Nic zaczyna się od […]

ADE

relax I have never been this me before God knows it is difficult to exist anew walk the nonsense of reality processed through the living brain through the flesh of someone biological and sensual I suddenly became constantly identify own face against the old soul verify who I was born for this short frame of time with its  narrative of […]