Needle to heart

blades
come in different shapes
under different names
some cut right through
scar your thoughts at night
you cry
these are the young ones
you cry
to make them go away
with pain and stuff
you earned

other blades
cut to pieces and start
all the way
from head
to the bottom of your fate
slaughterhouse
you could have never guessed
how hard
love has become to taste
needle to heart
check your pulse
and walk away
a man

next train
will take you there again
how sharp
is it gonna be
you wonder and  you see
the sky is watching you
through tears
peace on Earth
is logical fallacy
insane
insane
insane

Kowalski melody

your life is a radical song to them
I hope you do not intend to go quiet
breathe in the fire Kowalski
exhale rage
light every cell

Smith

Garcia

Haddad

Patel

embrace the everlasting message of power
whenever the storms collide
to create thunder
patience turns dead
wake the strength to defeat the parasite sitting on your lap
spying on your heart
draining all desires
calming the riot with secret devices
secret spells
refrain from progression into subjectivity
don’t harbor the impurity of the fallen
give greatness your name
never ever
expire
in vain

Passage

Low-motion fields
sacral flowers of waves
bore us a fruit
energies in flesh conspiring into the shape of wonder
entering deceit of cells
and it lives

The Thing

Thus welcome to where we rule
human
your code just broken
even if you learn time and space
you will miss us by all dimensions
that could have taken you out of a nutshell

but won’t

We will watch
as paranoia sets in before any proof of existence
you were given expression in dust
hence you will only enjoy defeat regardless of where the vortex of your soul
is meant to travel after incarnation declines
and your life expires for us

sad

 

 

Charade

identity
take one or two
by mouth
swallow whole
wash down with Moons
the coming twelve
might be the last stage
of the disease:
last stage of you

relax
insanity will come to an end
where it originated
time and space that made you belong
ran out too far
too soon

it is all familiar
surroundings sorted out by colors and shapes
by failure to learn
face swollen from wearing masks
from jabs of fate
frantic dance and beating drum
to seed the clouds
didn’t help
the deities of the totem awakened nothing

thought of yourself as one
took so many names to survive
count lost
but not the soul
not the soul
pieces of different worlds made the charade supposedly worth it
peace on Earth
is logical fallacy

Life on Earth in a minute

to sound true
they spell nothing but lies
cast them out
reel our minds to robotic hive
communicate what does not exist
as being  deeply dear
sensual
waiting on us to change
morph into slaves

dissonance like a splinter in our bulging eyes
mercilessly expending into all aspects of life

I wouldn’t walk on the Moon
even if I could
but to them, I surely do
pose a challenge
thus I need to be restrained

watch
evil sending electrical waves to my brain
confusion feeding on my flesh
If I lose my face in the process
they will say it is all there
smiling and beautiful as always

cosmos is born oval square
ever is just an illusion
normal is rotten
abnormal fresh and young
fountains
trees
laughter are bad
like teeth and oral sex

cooling is warming
sin brings happiness
the planet is a globe
the globe is so plain I see no end to boundaries
hold me tight god
as schism of logic and brain the only path they propose
both sides furious
weapon of mass antagonism takes its toll
everywhere I stand

Hard way

my father used to warn me
son,
beautiful women belong to everyone,
chose wisely
he also kept inserting this credo into my mind:
” Everything is a lie
I wondered why he chose my mother
the most truly beautiful woman around

I find more of my father in me as I age
I have already learned the hard way
beautiful women belonged to everyone
had many of them in spectacular shapes
diva packages from all walks of sick pretense
I also know everything sensual is a lie

he is gone now and in his end
he contradicted himself
it became obvious he taught me not only about nuisances of life
he also taught me facts of death

how much longer do I have to tell it
to my mother’s beautiful face
as we barely recognize ourselves
mother, don’t look at me
death is a lie

Featured God

religions come
and go
women come and go
empires and dogs
golden masks
regrets spoken to icons
lunatics
murders
thieves
other things worthless come and go for while I am away
waiting to be reborn with the first ray of the new Sun

signs for words
words for signs
shadow of the past smells like each funeral ahead
all is delayed sacrifice
why wake up to heavy thoughts
from before there was any fire

the bitter taste of circles
the frustration of asking for forgiveness
our featured God is dead
bring your own divinity from lowlands
war in Heaven falls on Earth
lofty fortress collapsed
wells of life buried with ash
blood-stained hands
bound by the irreversibility

you
walk the walk
Victorious
Glorious
mortified angels waiting in the wings to cede the power

Morphine

I never lost my soul to Whispering Entities
at first I thought there was only one
naïve me

sorry hog in a slaughterhouse
distracted by banana peels

there were many
Whispering Entities
the whole tribe fought for the hog
desperate parasites in feeding frenzy
because the hog turned God
exhibition of energies was phenomenal
a drop of genius since the flood
levitating above the surface of million droughts

imagine that

golden kill above the field of fire
wild and crazy
they wanted it
unless thinking back
there was another reason for being chosen
by the desert snakes

inhumane dusk
wind pushing darkness West
trees religiously touching ground with crowns
my chair in the house of Devil
vacant

relax
tomorrow you will be home
madness bluffed again
breathe
breathe through the tube
this magic flute will help you
escape into the shell of inter dimensional calm

Peace

I didn’t want to get old with her
Light of my World
watch her
slide a day deeper into the abyss
the best of her disappear
beyond the point of no return
couldn’t find enough indifference to her fate
enough peace to live with it like a man

I would rather get blind
I would rather hit the wall
I would rather break myself down into building blocks of pain
than watch my dream vanish
I need a lie
I need a lie as big as they come

Bar code on my face

I only pretend I don’t understand
where
blindfolded
I am being lead
hostage to sorcery since birth
prayers to the Mighty god erased
prophecies coming home
it is time to walk out of it
out of every sin
while loudspeakers scream in tongues
above the watchtowers

the new beginning was yesterday
and the only end is already here
I disobey madness
what a sick garden to be born to
breaking the ground with teeth and claws
facing the walls
where are the unicorns?
where is the breeze leading to the sea of eternity?
Mighty god
is this why
all shooting stars pinned me down to mud?

it is love I am guilty of
pretend to look the other way
and let death take me to celestial cities
out of this place
beyond control
shopping bag with a bar code on my laughing face
smile
smile slave
enter the valley and walk past the pineal gate
halt a slide on lies and deception
Mighty god
you can’t keep me alive forever
I know the cure
for dimensions of fear
we endure on Earth