back to now

gardening
sowing seeds
with my knife
military
but
I am not a military man
I was
in my previous life
died in Nam in 1965
lost too much blood
somehow
reasons to survive sucked

back to NOW
my military knife
I use for many tasks
other than it was meant for
takes it easy
puts up with it like all military personnel should
calm
not surprised
I was the same way
then
when I died

the color of flowers will have a meaning after
meaning of me in this current life is gone
one pot is experimental
for this great future I have read about
at life break

by all means
I am still on the way to you

and I still hope flood is not an option
but
thinking NOW
and PAST
why care?