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Would you live in a pot if you were a plant and thanked Gardener each and every day for his care and love? Or would you rather burn your flowers to ashes during  heat wave in the middle of beautiful summer and thanked the Sun for mercy?

alpha dog on a chain

with legs beaten off while taking fight to the next heaven I think I am done will prostitute myself become dog in a shed it is gonna get easier golden chain or TV set to make me bark all day at a tree or me in a mirror crazed with a dream of jerky treat […]

living side of darkness

do you see the Black Star or do you see the Shining Sun which frequency awakens you to act? Symbols silenced still explain themselves on time you brought upon yourself by means of light on living side of darkness

money and priceless don’t mix

Do you make money or does money make you? Whose money was it that made you so far? How much money did it take to make you who you think you are? What really is it money made you into? Are you now worth anything in money per day per hour or are you miraculously […]

visible time

visible time I lost it to blindness whole hours different ages had it all sorted somewhere in seventh sky condensed in crystal jars collected before each sunrise whole gallery tribute to past and present in case I need it for an endless new life or to create master universe with its awakened custom future formation […]

jak Zawsze/ as Always does

Dzisiaj w którym jest Zawsze i w którym Zawsze będzie chciałem ci powiedzieć, ze nie mogę bez ciebie żyć i wściekam się bo żyję jakbym mógł mój ojciec mówił że Wszystko jest oszustwem w Zawsze i gdzie indziej byłem dzieckiem jestem dzieckiem Wszystko ze mnie drwi jak Zawsze ***   Today in which Always lives […]

ludzie zrobieni z gwiazd

za dwa dolary z kieszeni na ostatnią chwilę kupię niebieską pajęczynę słów żydowską bułkę z masłem oplotę cię w niewolę sprzedam sobie na teraz i przed każdą nocą w twoim raju twoich ud ust obłędu twoich ramion jeżeli wiesz że jestem znikąd i donikąd jest mój los to także wiesz że zawróciłem bo jesteś moim […]

life still at 21

22 years later I am still 21 as if I were 33 again recovering from time at almost 51 the incurable disease All get from eternity upstairs where lesbians had loud unconventional sex that kept me awake at night drums echoing down the rivers of Past I refuse to believe I walked through