Ego funeral

would I be selfish
if I expected
trees to stop climbing to stars
waves to stop wanting to crash
Moon to stop breaking through the thickest night
calendars to stop navigating our minds through time
after I died?
a funeral procession takes many spectators
well
I expect none
just my body and the undertaker
working overtime for few bucks
me
being here late
free of myself
and for fun in the afterworld
him
to make ends meet
a full circle of life
on the cemetery
funeral bells
for both of us
tolling irony

would I be selfish
if I expected to die last
of my family
so only I suffered through every single loss of life
but mine?
anyway
mine is another story
unfollowed by everybody
except maybe for the trees that climb to the stars
waves that crash
and Moon that shines through the night
I don’t think calendars count
chariots of time get buried with us
calendars die
from exposure to humans