September 5th

It is my birthday today thus I have things to do.
I was going to be on a catamaran, sailing but had to move it to January.
Things get interesting. If no end of the world occurs in September,
it is only few short months to January. I am puzzled by another problem.
Which life is celebrating its birthday today?
I had so many different – so many deaths and resurrections – you can’t simplify the manning of all of them with one date.
God – the Creator of my brain – should know better. It was him who gave me a chance to not only have many lives, and many Mes in Me,
but he allowed me to see each side of each life. Its opposite ends. Millionaire and homeless, smart and stupid, handsome and ugly, belonging and not belonging, rested and tired, trusted and not trusted, from here and from there. Opposite ways upbringing I got from my God. And guests. He liked watching me dealing with guests. But that is another lie of my life which happened to be true in the brain he has created for me.