too tired to live this life
today
I have missed the point of no return by accident
timing was off
few times
and I am stuck between birth and death with nowhere else to go
but now
I take it slow
reading its signs

I will walk further by myself
my myself I get to make
as far
as I go

along the way
lose friends and family
enter the spiral alone
arranged in a vortex of days
cosmic quick sand
that sings my name
with reward of smooth transition
between
111111111111111111111111111111
and
1-1-1-1-1-1-1-1-1-1-1-1-1-1-1-1-1-1-1-1
always present to the last silence

that’s how it works if you read them
take one breath away from Space
Divine
do not be ashamed you got tired
I am not I am not I am not I am not I am not
poetry is just the Word
whisper the Word
exhale inhale the Word
read the Word
you will you will you will you will you will you will
(whisper frequencies for God’s sake)
to be

of wandering stars

It seems like
I have no rights to anything and everything I love
this current life
I am taught to abandon things
leave behind without regret or second thoughts
the lives I need  so much for mine
so thank you God for coffee in this boutique paper cup
and sunshine dancing in the skies today
the way
she could be dancing in my arms if 53 was not my mark
I still believe it is not
I really don’t
but then
I don’t mind being 96 percent
with one percent within
as each one of us
against each one of Him
creating this fate

God
did you see this Time run?
so fast?
lost twenty years of mine
on this empty road I walk now
looking for it
So God of Time
would you talk to It?
for me?
it is not fun to be behind
twenty years of mine
looking for each minute
in this pile of dust
on empty road